Annoyed

After I came back from my holiday, I feel annoyed by someone...Yes, I did something I shouldn't do but that doesn't make me feel better about her. We went on holiday together and God knows how dreadful I was during the whole trip. I was purposely did what I did over there so she would leave me alone and stop buggering me.

Another thing that annoys me is that the feeling for my marriage..it became soul-less...I wasn't that excited seeing my man who I haven't see in 10 days.WHY????? The feeling of wants to be alone emerges..the feeling of not wanting to have children came back. How do I say this to him? This will break his heart...this will release the fire in him. Or maybe he'd understand...I don't know.. DAMN you J.D.A!! See what you've done?? I am hoping this only temporary feeling as this is not the first time..it came and go especially for not having kids...

The third annoyance is that why wouldn't he leave me alone..I'd like to spend time blogging..or surfing and there he is...coming in and out the room checking on me...wtf!!! let me be!!!