..with the counselor, it has been quite good with the progress..since I managed to see someone else than last week..today she'd get to know me and explore my past a bit. I am not much of a spilling-out-in-the-open kind of person especially with a total stranger. I shut my husband off FFS..and to speak what I feel to a stranger...I don't think so. Although she had a way of making me feel comfortable and building a rapport with her and she just wait until I'm ready to speak without any judgement or a facial expression.
She also made me laugh at one point which make it the first laugh I had in 2 weeks. I felt a bit better when I came out from her office. She seem confident and know what she talking about when addressing my feelings. Fair enough, I'll give her a chance...so open up was what I did, there's so much to explore yet so little time.
Half an hour after I left...I was driving down the parking garage and there's this young guy who was about to get out from the parking. He pointed at me as a sign "I'm leaving...here's a parking spot for you"...and I signed back "thank you, but I'm also leaving"..and out of nowhere...I felt so emotional and tears started flowing down. I was thinking, 'thank God there's at least one good person in this country who's good to others.' And I felt so damn terrible for behaving the way I behaved in the past 2 weeks.
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