Excited

Wahhh...this is my third entry so far, excited to write, are we? heheheh... Actually while waiting to be hired by the farmers at Farm Town, why not scriblling a line or two. It's the latest addiction, I tell you! Blame my mother in law, she dragged me into this. Then I dragged my BFF to join..as she claimed, that I was ahead of her for a while, that's true....BUT NOT ANYMORE! Like she said, with determination and dedication, anyone can make anything happen. Totally agreed to that.. I just wish my dedication is not only into this silly game but also in real life (which I frankly doubt)...but hey..at least we all know that it is proven, right?

Anyhooo come and join us....fun guaranteed..(tapi tak la sampai lambat gi keje heheh)

Why BJORN?

Coz I'm married to a bear..well not literally...technically BJORN in Scandinavian means bear. In Finnish it's called 'karhu', not so commercialized as Bjorn, since I married a Finn, so Bear it is.

And in my mother tongue means 'beruang' also not very commercial and too long to pronounce. The mother part I just made it up, maybe the motherly instinct is already blossoming..hehe (no, i'm not pregnant) I do like children, others' obviously..I don't know if I can handle my own.

People keep asking when when when..When it comes, it comes you know..I'm in no hurry..(tick..tock..tick..tock..my eggs sound)

Where To Start

So, where whall I start? Everyone nowadays having a blog, what's the deal..don't ask me, I haven't got any clue. Some say its fun, some need to say out loud what they think in their head..some also says it is therapeutic to put whats in your head in writing..me? I dunno, the latter i think. I have shit loads of time but don't know where they went. All the years pass before me so quickly and I had the impression that I haven't grasp any of it. Yes, I got married (phew..to some people they think it would never happen), I've travelled almost everywhere in the world, embraced new cultures and learn new things but why is it that I still feel empty?! What the heck is wrong with me? Every day I wake up asking myself, what to do today? And the answer is always.."let me sleep some more"...if I don't face the computer all day long (when I'm not flying) I'd rather sleep or play video games and read. I have no wish to see anyone or been out of the flat.

I'm well aware of the 'condition' but rather keep it to myself for this moment, after all..it's therapeutic, remember?

I guess living in a sandbox does take its toll. I always thought I'd be happier living here in the Middle East. Modern city, you can get whatever you wish for any time. I have the chance to travel when ever I want..but no..i'm not as happy as people think I am. More than meets the eye, figuratively speaking.

So, here I am...writing a blog for the whole world to read..or at least who ever can find it.