DIA DAH START MAIN GAME DAH....

Laki aku ni dah start main game balik dah..adoyai...ingat dah jadi bapak, slow dah pasal game2 nih..(walaupun aku teringin nak belasah rockband/guitar hero) tapi apakan daya, nak pegi mandi/kencing dan tut..tut..tut.. pun tak sempat, apatah lagi nak main game.

Game God Of War III akhirnya sampai jugak ke tangan dia, kat UAE kena ban pasal tajuk dia "GOD", game dia bloody gilaaa! Sib baik ada kawan belikan kat Germany..kalau tak tak merasa la..



Masa aku layan God Of War I and II pun dah seram bulu roma tgk aksi2 Kratos bunuh Zeus and other gods...ini yang ketiga, grafik punyalah lawa...fuhh!!!

Tapi tanggungjawab sebagai mak kenalah didulukan....apakan daya.

Walaupun dia asyik main game, tapi kalau aku suruh dia pi basuh botol ka, atau angkat bila anak nangis ka, nasib baik dia nak buat...ekk tak, ukkk tak...berani dia ekk atau ukkk...silap2 aku buang game tu (mcm berani)

Lagi satu, sejak akhir2 ni, aku macam slur..like I couldn't find the correct words to say...whether in English or Malay, gagap aku datang balik, dulu nak kata nervous kat tempat kerja ok la, can be accepted...but now...I find it hard to communicate. Maybe tired kot, tak cukup rest. Kalau dulu boleh tido sampai 10jam, skang dapat 4 jam straight pun dah kira yahoo! although most nights 2 hours stretch is all i get, if i'm lucky..so during the day..and night dah macam zombie..zombie kampung pisang pun tak macam ni...

Like Human Again...NOT!

Gosh..today I feel like human again...despite sleep-deprived, I managed to call a lady to fix me. Thank you Nancy! What I mean..she fixed my eyebrows, threading and waxing (all the place necessary *wink*) Once finished, I feel my mood lifted...now, where's that skirt? hehehe and where's the friends...lets party!

Next step: HAIR. What need to be done? Chopped it off once again, and color too...since grey hairs started showing up (age is catching up..darn) The question is do I trust people in Dubai to do it? the thought of what disaster I may encounter gives me shiver. Should I go to Tony & Guy, a reputable salon but expensive...think they can do short hair? arrrghh!

and of course MANICURE & PEDICURE. my feet has become hard as stone, don't have time in the shower to scrub coz afraid he's gonna wake up and cry or flip over from his swing or attack by Jack or got kidnapped. Where are my nannies??

Nevermind...it's only been 2 1/2 months since life-changing happened...so I'd give it more time..tackle one thing at a time, trying to make me feel better..

I miss....

After became a mother...I miss...

• my friends back home
• my mom (no matter what happen, she's still my mom, and I only have one mom, without her I won't be in this world...once became a mother, i know the feeling myself, things that I took for granted..NO MORE)
  
• lepak lepak at OTWC with my gang
• manicure and pedicure (I don't have time!!!)
• my travel (I can travel freely when and where I want...not anymore)
• my granny (arwah)
• my aunt who raised me
• my job...NOT! (just the destinations) and the people I meet on board..not the company..puhhleease!
• 'tummyless' (well, this debatable..but I often think I did look good even though it has been a yo-yo effect since 2002)
• scuba diving...I wish I could do that soon...with my boys perhaps
• being young and restless!! If before I can party harder, sleep later, tip top body condition, now all that is left are wrinkles, sagging boobs, cellulite, stretch marks..you name it!

Hilang Kawan

Ni nak cerita sikit pasal seorang kawan, elok-elok jadi kawan sekarang dah tak jadi kawan, gara-gara mulut tak ada tapis. Masa block orang dari mukabuku, tak ingat long-term effect, pasal dua negara berbeza pendapat habis kawan-kawan satu rumpun Laut China Selatan diblock olehnya. Sekarang baru ada rasa ingin membela diri sendiri..dah terlambat kan?? terlanjur perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata..buruk padahnya.
Pasal tarian apa tah nama di Discovery Channel untuk iklan Malaysia Truly Asia(dikatakan datang dari Bali) yang telah 'dicuri' oleh Malaysia and ada isu-isu antara dua negara ni...kita yang tak kena mengena dengan perbalahan dan perdebatan tu pun kena jugak..dikecam habis habisan. Habis, nasib la kalau kau datang Dubai tak ada orang nak pegi tengok kau. Walaupun anak kau begitu comel dan petah berkata-kata..hati orang yang kau sakiti tak dapat diubati dengan keinginan kau nak berjumpa.


Sehingga kawan-kawan yang berasal dari Singapura, dan Brunei juga menerima hukuman walhal mereka tidak terlibat langsung. Bukan itu sahaja..suami2 kita juga kena block?? gila ke hapa? Lu pikir sendiri la!!