I Hate The Fact That I....

Where shall I begin, I hate the fact that I:

• indecisive;
  
• couldn't stick to my promise ( I promised certain people for a little getaway, but at the end felt unjust to my husband hence the guilt)...
• why: because I felt that it's not fair for him that I go having fun with the girls on an island and he had to work to bring home the bacon. Yes he never complains..why should i take things for granted when he's being such an angel to me.
  

• had to extend my stay here in Malaysia because of taking a full motorcycle license, and if i didn't do it now...i don't know when will I have the chance. (that's another story in another entry)