Healing

Wow..how time flies...weeks ago I feel like the whole world is against me..stumble upon decision-making that would change every aspect of my life. The anger has left...hoping it's for good.

Time heals..

Another phase I might be entering...motherhood?? wow! who knows....lmao! can't say anything now..it's tad too early for sure.

Food for thought:

• will my life be over once becoming parent
• will i be able to enjoy myself, traveling without having to think is it safe place, do i have enough money to survive for the vacation
  
• do i have to be responsible for another life-his/her wellbeing, education, medicals, if so...how do i manage? I don't think we are both prepared to carry that responsibility yet
• will i lose my beauty sleep? ( I love my sleep...I can be a total jerk if i don't get sleep)
• once i became a parent, i can't take it back..can i? not like work..if i dont like it i quit..THIS JOB? will be with me forever..or at least until they turns 18--then do whatever they deem right

One phase over..another phase turns up...Life is a series of phases....It's all up to us to make our way through it.