Next Step is...

figuring out what I want to do with my life that I am feeling a little bit better and happier than a couple of weeks ago. Told myself that feeling would go away and here I am..being myself..working on my issues bit by bit and until I can decide and wishing whatever the decision I made would be final. Friends told me that I am indecisive, so I would like to prove them wrong this time.

The key here is avoid being alone and share what you feel with others. The longer you keep things to yourself, the more heavy it gets in the chest. Be it just a matter of how you want garbage bin should be lined whenever your partner took the trash out to more serious matter in a relationship. It is very important to also keep telling yourself, that no one is perfect and that he is just perfect for you. And if you think you are good, someone else is better than you, mark my word! It doesn't mean that you shouldn't look for every single criteria/standard that you want just bear in mind that we are not perfect either. If you let this be your principle, I'm sure we are all going to achieve what we are searching for. As someone said "be the butter to my bread and breath to my life" compliment each other... not you, you, you, me, me,me...