YOU DON"T KNOW UNTIL....

you realize what you're missing when it's no longer in your reach...sounds familiar?? If I'm not mistaken, few weeks ago I was drop dead sure I will be dying out of boredom and how to stay at home all the time doing stuff I don't normally do..(cook and clean) and I was so used to leave my husband at home and went flying..(although it is work, but I enjoyed it coz then I don't have to worry about cleaning and doing the house chores..a reason not to be at home)

But now, the house is tidy most of the time (well...if I define tidy..maybe not THAT tidy, but itssokay for my standard hehe) And expecting him to come home every evening with a hug and a kiss and enjoy each other company..(something we don't normally get to do since we're together 7 years) I'm getting more and more attached and now that he's on business travel to Turin, Italy...I realized how much I've been missing all these years. Now I know how he felt every time I have to leave, although the flat would be much cleaner when he comes home compared to when I was away and came back to a pigsty (...then the nagging begins...coz I was tired...coming back from work to a messy flat, and all he can say was he had to work late ...EVERY DAY since I left???) I'm not much of a tidy up after people kinda person but I do like to come home and FEEL like home....I resented him for that for years. And I hate to kept telling him to do things...I guess he rather be treated like a child and being told all the time (he said he doesn't mind)...for now yeah..try me for the next 20 years..If this blog still exist by then, look up on this would be my only ticket out.

Funny how people deal with things in life...I'm learning everyday to understand this male species behaviour and how to deal with them. Books I read doesn't really help much as this species differs from one to another. Somewhat unique.

But I do miss him though when he's not around. Miss his mischievousness, and his childish behaviour. Miss the way he made me laugh at the oddest moment imaginable. Miss that he's quite clingy... for a starsign that is NOT supposed to be clingy, that kind of put me off and I need my own space sometimes. And his skepticism about ANYTHING online--internet banking, blogging that make money online, website promoting pyramid scheme, to him all these things are useless and scheming internet user (He is a Senior Network Security Specialist, he deals with these kind of crap everyday and see how people got scammed online etc)

The point is you don't know until it happens to you and realized you have been scammed. Like that website I joined..introduced by my high-school friend to join this money making online without leaving the house. All you need to do is promoting the website everywhere. The more people click on your pre-planned website, the more THOSE people making money, and I don't see a single dime from it..what's the point. And I had to buy that stupid juice..and guess what? IT NEVER DELIVERED TO ME!

Those people that believe they can make money without breaking a sweat and staying at home...it's bullshit! Yes it takes longer to be rich by working long hours and maybe a lot of hard work, but it's REAL.